Pity Party Lyrics

One, two, three, four, five

"Beautiful weather," said a man on a train
What a silly thing to say to someone in pain
Can′t you see it in my eyes?
I'm not looking at the sky
(Mm, mm-mm-mm-mm)
A sorry excuse, well, I have a hundred of them
A hundred and one if you count me in this bed
I used to be a riot
Used to paint this town violet

But now I′ve been dancing with your ghost in my room
It tells me all the things that you never ever did
No, you never ever did
No, you never did

(Mm) yeah, I've been dancing around questions of you
And I'll play a violin at my pity party
This is a pity party
This is a pity party

I′ll cry if I want to, cry if I want to, cry if I want to

I′ve been hear before, yeah, I know where you hide the key
But I'll climb through the window ′cause I like the dramatics
Overdressed and old-fashioned
Hope you're missing, missing me
(Mm, mm-mm-mm-mm)

And I promise, I swear, I was tryna play nice
But the cops pulled up while you were kissing outside
And I didn′t wanna interrupt, didn't wanna cry
Didn′t know you were in love
What I'm tryna say is I'm sorry
What a bloody shit party

But instead, I keep dancing with your ghost in my room
It tells me all the things that you never ever did
No, you never ever did
No, you never did

I′ll cry if I want to, cry if I want to, cry if I want to

Yeah, instead, I keep dancing around questions of you
But I′ll play a violin, 'cause it′s my pity party
This is a pity party
This is my pity party

(I'II cry if I want to, try if I want to, lie if I want to, I -) pity party
(I′II cry if I want to, try if I want to, lie if I want to, I -)
And I'II cry if I want to, try if I want to (lie if I want to, I -)
(I′ll cry if I want to, try if I want to) I'm not tryna be dramatic
(Lie if I want to, I -) I just feel like I am damaged
(I'll cry if I want to, cry if I want to) cry if I want to, I -